T@ts Me

Why is life so confusing???

At one point you think you make the right choice but in another you think you are not.

With the action that you have made, you must be responsible to it. But you think is fine at one hand but in the other you are still thinking about it. Why?

There is always a bright and dark side of every individual. Who you are, who am I, Who they are….. what are they thinking, what am I thinking, what are you thinking of….

Hmmm… no answer for all these… Sigh…

on the 4th july is independence day in US!

but we went to tioman trip tat day, we took a bus, then ferry to the paya beach resort tat we r staying. we reach there and went snorkeling near by. then we have dinner and ktv over there to celebrate one the gal birthday!

drank so much of beer as it is so cheap! haha

next day, we hv breakfast n then there we start our snorkeling trip at 9am till 3om. there are so many beautiful fishes and white beaches. the sands are so fine….. we had lunch at one of the resort sites.

we came back and i alone went for the body massage. feel so comfortable after tat with the sun burnt that i got over the long day out in the sun.

the third day, we start to pack and go home. its a memorable trip though it is short, must plan another one soon (hopefully)!

a few pics attached in my friendster!

on the 18th July, i have my wedding photo shoot.

So excited and nervous in the beginning when I got in my 1st outfit and make up with hair do. When we started, the photographer is so comical then both my husband and i got relax up and started on the fun.

my 1st outfit is a ‘kua’ so the make up artist make me a cute little girl (as if :P) then my second outfit is my evening gown. i look pretty of cos… keke… my 3rd outfit is also another evening gown. i decided not to take any cultural outfit. my 4th outfit is my wedding gown which i think among all the outfit and makeup, i look the best in it.

then follow by our outdoor shooting, lucky the rain stop so we first went to selatar airbase with my short wedding gown outift that i choose. quite fun and creative which my photographer have given me the ideas. then last outfit is our casual wear. then we went to punggol. then our photo shooting ends there.

though i tiring as when i reach home, i am so tired that i knock off to bed once i settle down everything.

but overall the experience is nice, if they allow me to do it again, i dun mind as i like it. till now i am still thinking about the day, as i look so pretty which i dun expect myself to be n not forgetting my hubby look so handsome! hehe

Its another year… CNY coming.

Goodies, mandarin oranges, Hongbaos from CNY… all this flooded into my mind. Gatherings from the relatives (mostly once a year), meeting up with friends for CNY dinner etc…

Year after year, the mood of CNY is getting lesser and lower. I don’t feel the mood of it unless you really go down to chinatown to see the lightings and crowd to buy NY stuffs.

Getting older each year, the meaning of NY is just another day for me, maybe another 2 to 3 days for me to rest from work.

So what is your opinion?

每次约那些大小姐们，都那么困难。

发了几个邮件，

她们都没有回音。

处了一两个回音，其他的

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位美女都不见了！！！

快快回音不然把你们的门给踩下来，

哈哈。。。。。。。

心情很复杂，一方面开心，一方面又有点伤心。

不知道为何有这么样的心情。

在这里以有

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年多的时间，不舍得的是在这里解交的同事和朋友。

可是为了我的未来，我必须要踏出这一步不然我不知道将来我会不会有这么好的机会。

祝我好运吧！！！

Busy been quite a while… time jus past off jus like that.

Been busy since after my ROM, then I start to dilly dally around then start my searching of my bridal package. Going around a few shops then decided from quite a popular bridal shop. It sure cost us a bomb… hopefully the effect that comes out end of the day will be good!

Then sourcing for the wedding banquet… it too take us some time to decide on that place. Our inital choice isn’t that but the other hotel give us such a disappointment, so no choice but to choose the current one. Hopefully the service that the director gives is satisfactory….

Then now I will have to really rest and relax myself or else I don’t know what I will become of. Too scary to think after next year.. busy with preparation for wedding. Hope it won’t be too tedious like what other people have done. OUr prepartion have been very early and we won’t be rushing out stuffs last minute which I hated most.

Busy busy …………………………………………..

With some things happen, i can’t stable down my feelings.

I cannot concentrate in whatever I do. The issue keep coming up to my mind that my heart goes down to the bottom of my heart. Why is this happening to me, which i question myself. Why should I be thinking of it always?

I don’t know what is the best way to solve the problem. It will definitely affect a lot of things, which i hope it won’t.

With so much assurance, yet I still feel so scared… why cause it is so important for me … for my life … for my everything.

Hopefully I can take it down from my heart, mind as I am really very tired on it.

Status changes once in a lifetime! Single or Married for a guy…. Single or Married for a lady and not for getting from Ms to Mrs/Mdm. Isn’t it true… unless something happen later then another changes again.

Just over the weekend, mine changes… by now whoever read my blog would know. Trying to keep it low. So its your luck to get to know it. But sooner or later everyone knows.

Really nervous when on the way there… coldness in my hands that is  what I can remember. With the little blue dress, heavy make up, nice hairdo… its over in half a day.

Just eights minutes and it changes your life with more responsibilities on you and your partner. Good communication is important and i am still learning to communicate with him! Long long more time to spend time with him.

Forgiving and bearing with your partner is not easy when two become one. New path and learing point for anyone when the status changes.

………………….. more to comments but you may fall asleep… you will know when your status change!

its been a while tat i drop a note in here…. x’mas coming… everyone doing the last shopping giving aways gifts to their luv ones.

me too!!! but not everyone got my share of luv… if i can, i do really hope i can. selectively… of cos got dear dear a box of his favourite chocolate ’swiss thin chocolate’ till now i hv not given him yet bcos of his cough. hope he will be fine before x’mas.

have jus organise a x’mas party in the company… around 25 colleagues (including me) attended it. we r assisgned with a no. each n the person who draw out the number will hv to buy a present for tat person. He or she cannot tell or ask wat the person want or like. end of the day you have to guess who bought this gift. haha… me chose a guy, that is ah ho… a very practical person so i bought a very lovely towel for him. the wrapping is so nice and soft i like it myself so much. we hv fun hving lunch together, pizza, kfc n even japanese food. then we start to guess who ’s buying for who. Liew got my number and he is so sincere enough tat he bought me a cup with my name ‘eileeen’ on it. tat is so sweet of him.

i bought a pouch for jeffrey… its is the first gift that i bought. he been very kind to me over the years and he promise to give me a x’mas lunch which he always did over the years. this yr i chose the place which he himself gave me some choices, which is a swiss hotel in raffles at Equinox Complex - Equinox Restaurant. it will sure cost him a bomb… feel so bad. but it is really an experience to eat at level 70 with such nice scenary. i really luv it though its raining. thanks to him so much. ya he even gave me a cute gift… i don’t know wat is it called but sth that can move using solar energy. =P

of cos… the usual one, buy chocolate of the productions. i even gave my brother a box of chocolate. anna and christine and steven and yvonne got my chocolate too. they r so nice people that i can’t miss to give.

how i wish i hv more budget to give more people my luv for them over the x’mas season!

wat going to happen the coming few more days to x’mas… hopefully i can drop sth again this few days to share my joy with everyone……..=)